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Suicide Attempt
“Suicide Attempt…”
I woke up this morning with so many ideas and goals set..
All week I’ve been going hard, I barely got any rest.
I admit that I’ve been stressed…
So this specific day I felt fatigue
I wanted to jot down my to-do list, but didn’t feel the need…
The day went on and all of my usual thoughts were at its knees,
I told myself I’m on a mission and all leaders must lead..
But at the same token I was frozen in time seem like I was soaking..
In all of my failed attempts that my past has been provoking…
I had a sudden feeling as if I will never see a day of my success…
Despite the knowledge I’ve gained from all the daily tests..
I live with my regrets, but this one just knew I would to die for..
Because this morning I woke up I didn’t realize I would be forced to try more…
So I figured this fatigued feeling that’s suddenly overcome my body and spirit…
Wasn’t just no tiredness.. more like death and I was near it…
But for some reason I didn’t fear it…
I almost accepted What was clearly..
A suicide attempt to put my vision out its misery…
I failed…
Zzzzzz still Dreaming big…
A: Poetic Thought By: Marvel
“Suicide Attempt” …” Is A Poetic Thought by: Marvel Saffold © Copyright Marlevous Thoughts 2013, All Rights Reserved.
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